泛泛之辈

忽然间我发现看不清楚身边的还有谁

转过身没有你在我的身边

忽然间走太远看不清楚前面的还有谁

爱过的不爱的都离开我身边

离开也许因为改变

抱歉我没发觉

我们还在拼了命向前跨越

我们是泛泛之辈

我听了歌做了梦都会流泪

泪水该怎么停歇

我们习惯眼泪不让人发觉

我们是泛泛之辈

我犯了错说了谎都会后悔

脚步该怎么停歇

走的太快伤了谁都没发觉

泛泛之辈

到底到底是谁

我们都在拼了命向前却看不到终点

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突然间，对这首歌有了好感。爱上了它。

它仿佛唱了我的心声。

有时看戏、读书都会流泪。

看着自己的朋友，很快就会离去，分道扬镳，心里的不愉快就会浮现。

我重视安抚不了自己。

尽了所能，告诉自己：“这是人之常情 - 就所谓人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺”。

我还是不能自拔。

我想我把感情这东西看得太重。

泛泛之辈。

不久前的我失眠了。

我想是考试压力造成的吧。

那时的我都有抱着“这就会是我最后一次的考试了，一定要做到最好！”

也许就是把“最后一次”看得太重，所以就想要自己把最大的努力放在这一个“最后一次”里。

“最后一次”可以是——以后不再有机会做回同一件事。

“最后一次”可以是意义深重。

就这样，在考试的前一晚都会东想西想的。

问自己“读够了吗？”、“是不是还有些还没搞懂的？”

就这样，翻左翻右的，更本就睡不着！

我也一直希望自己能保持之前的水准，心想一定要考好成绩才可以。

我终于了解“失眠人的痛苦”。

之前，有人告诉我他睡不着时，我都会掉以轻心、很随便的安慰她一句“不要想酱多吧，倒在床上，睡就是啦！”。

甚至还会炫耀说：“我很容易就睡着了，更本就没有失眠的问题。”

此时，才感到很内疚没有站在那人的角度去为他想。太不好了！

失眠的人往往会更睡不着觉是因为他在失眠时感受到睡不着觉的压力，

就拿我来说好了，在我失眠时，“干吗老是睡不着啊？我明天还得考试啊！”。

甚至会向神灵请求“求求你，让我睡觉吧”。

再说，失眠时，是没有人可以帮上忙的。

因为朋友、家人都睡了。那好意识吵醒别人诉苦、要求帮忙啊？

我真的怕了。很希望夜夜都有个好觉睡。

要是快乐是要追求的，那我想，把快乐形容为“女生”因该可以吧。

就好像说，你想要把一个女生追到手，你需要有恒心也很努力。要想尽办法赢取她的欢心。

送花、送巧克力、甜言蜜语、花言巧语。绞尽脑汁都要把她追到手！

那追求快乐是不是也得像追女生般，需要“九牛二虎之力”？

那就得看你对快乐的定义。

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有些时候希望快乐就在你我前后左右。不必追求、随手可得。

或许来得太容易了。那快乐还有意义、价值吗？

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“很多时候当一扇快乐的门已开在我们眼前，我们却往往等待着另一扇还没开的门”。

就这样，我们错过了快乐。

Hey my fellow friend(s),

I am here would like to introduce you a nice website which advocating efforts
in combating global warming.

This website will fulled with challenges such as stop buying your fast food
with drive-thru, try not to speed up our vehicles etc.

Definitely this website will tell you why should you do this and that.

It will make some simple calculation on how much emission of CO2 you can reduce
once you take up particular challenge in a certain period set.

So, what are you waiting for?
Check it out and pick a challenge which will help our mother nature.

http://www.carbonrally.com/

Nice colour.

With the dean of Chemistry School (Left).

Kenny, our lovely grandpa.

Ah Ngui.

My ex room mate - Tuck Seng.                                                                Ah Ngui.

                        Yuen Li and I.

Pei Sze.

     Ah Ngui and being bullied.

Li Fang

I am now, "free". "Free" from the pledge I had made. (Being vegetarian)

Ya, I mean I can take meat now.
Opps, it sounds bad ya! ;-(
But, I will try not to.

In fact, being vegetarian has forced me to lead a healthier lifestyle. Why I say so?

My parents are not totally agree with me to be a vegetarian. For them, taking meat is a must to have sufficient of nutrients.

Thus, I’ve to prove to them and not to make them afraid about my health condition.

I’ve to make sure that, I am healthy enough and not to fall sick.

For this purpose, I try to exercise as frequent as I could. I go to swim. & I plan to go to gym soon.

Read a book regarding Nutrition. And try to eat as healthier as I could.

I start to take milk, cereal, vitamin C.

Haha…

Being vegetarian has changed my lifestyle.

A healthier lifestyle.

Why people do not turn off the light (or other electric appliances)?

1) Lazy and being ignorance.

2) Afraid of getting electric shock? (We’re being taught that, we should not turn off the switch if our hands are wet)

3) Afraid of darkness? Want the toilet, room and corridor always be bright as there might be ghost (or bad spirit) appear in dark…

I feel funny with the reasons I stated on the top.;-)

How to overcome this?

1) Self-awareness is the most crucial element in everyone of us. We need to have the mindset that, we should not waste the electricity. Thus, it’s related to how we’re educated.

2) There is no medicine for those who are lazy. As laziness is the most incurable disease. Please don’t be lazy and being ignorance in term of switching off the light!

3) Well, we can use our elbow to turn of the switch if our hands are wet. Be creative.

4) Should we blame the ghost movies/ stories which embed the thought “the bad spirit will appear in darkness”? Nevertheless, pointing finger on other merely not a solution.

Please turn off the light when you leave your room, the loo, lecture hall. (whenever there is nobody using it)

The Cat. It is sleeping nicely

There are environment activists trying to shout out us that "The earth is getting warmer now". Believe it or not?

BEING VEGETARIAN

    Ya, after attended a camp organized by Tzu Ji, I pledged to
be vegetarian for at least 1 week. I am now in my 7^th day being
vegetarian.

Why it is important to be vegetarian?

1^st, every creature have its right to live. When
we want eat them, we are taking their life.

2^nd, Cows for examples, will release a big amount
of methane (CH₄) gas after they digested their food. Methane gas is
having the heat trapping property 22 - 23 times more compared to CO₂.

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When we want to eat the beef -> there is a demand -> there will be people (farmers)
rear the cows -> more methane
gases will be emitted -> Global
Warming.

When we refuse to eat beef -> there is no demand -> there will be nobody wants to rear
them for business purposes (not mean to abandon the cows anyway) ->  no methane gas from cows -> save the earth from global warming (at least, a bit of the
effort)

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But, I’ve to stress that, being
vegetarian should be an enjoyable process and not a burden to yourself and those
around.

In my case, I DO NOT MIND IF MY
FRIENDS EAT MEAT in front of me. Going to a stall/ restaurant which are not for
vegetarian… I DO NOT MIND! I feel sad when my friend planned to go for Bak Kut
Teh, and not to invite me with them as they think that it’s a kind of
disrespect. Nevertheless, for me, it’s ok, I like to be together. I like to
take meal with friends as it is just like having family around. I like that
feeling!

P/s: I can take vege while others taking their meat. Doesn’t
matter.

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