Time going so fast, it is about the time for us to farewell with year 2006!
It is the time for me to ask myself to do resolution for the coming year as well.
2006 a year that is full of meanings for me!
I learnt and growth up in this 365days!
I went to second years of my university life.
Sure it is more challenging compared to my first year.
How it challenged me?
Okay, at first I planned to leave my friends of my social circle, because I wished to be more independent, and try to find out other friends that I can join their circle.
But, I failed!
Why?
It is because I have no courage for me to do it!
I cannot afford to loss all my friends in this nice circle!
I am not the man! Am I?
This is the year I involved in love.
The story is long, but, anyway, I will make it short here.
I fall in love with a girl who brings happiness to my life.
(Doesn’t mean that I’ve no happiness before I know her!)
But, the fate did not come to us.
I am too humble in love, maybe.
I did not start my first step to tell her about my feeling.
I too confusing with what I do.
I am very afraid.
I afraid that I am not able to protect her,
To bring her happiness,
To have a girl friend as well.
She expressed her feeling to me indirectly for a few times.
But, when come to the time I realized it, and I want to take action, it was a bit late.
She had to choose either me or him.
She afraid that she will make a wrong decision.
So she decided to let the time to make the decision.
She lost her feeling on me.
I too lost my feeling on her slowly, and slowly.
I choose to concentrate in my study, and put away the feeling of love.
Am I a person who runs away from problem?
(So, this will be one of my resolutions for year 2007- FACE THE PROBLEM! DO NOT RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEM!)
Would like to share a sentence from my friend, ChienYieng
“Love is something about timing,
If you miss the time that is suitable for you to fall in love with somebody,
It is getting harder to fall in love with the same person again…”
Wish the girl will be always HAPPY!
May her be wished to have a best man in her life!
In the other hands, I have some nice memories in 2006 too.
Like, I am having the chance to travel to
Thailand with my friend, Dennis.
It is a valuable experience for me.
Since it is first time I traveled to foreign country without any guide from my parents or relatives.
But, what is the important part of this traveling is, I learnt to appreciate what I have.
My parent told me that I am too lucky compared to them.
Since I have the chance to travel in young age, which is fully supported by them.
(Thank you, Pa and Ma!)
I promise myself that I have to be more responsible on myself and on my family.
I will try my best, so I will not make them worry about me.
What I made them worry about me?
Maybe, it is not suitable for me to mention here.
But, it is about religion.
I told them that, “Please do not worry about me, I will always make the correct decision.”
Hopefully, I will do what I have promised them!
Oh, I too had the chance to join the DJ competition that is organized by Communication School of USM.
I am lucky to won the third place.
Here, I would like to thank my friends, like PheiLing, Peter, LeeChing, LeeXuan etc.
They really helped me a lot, by not only gave me moral supports.
(Sent me SMS to give me courage and made a poster for me!)
Especially PheiLing, she willing to accompany me to practice until late of night.
She too contributed some ideas to improve my performance in the competition.
Thank you, all my supporters! (Haha… Just kidding!)
For me, it is good for a university student to join as much as non-academic activities as they could. (Without neglecting the study)
Since, it can make us know more things besides study.
For this purpose, I try to help my friends who involved in campus election.
ChyeHeng and JingCheng are both of my friends, that I know them since secondary school.
I felt scare at first, because I afraid that I will be marked as an anti-University student.
But, it is not true!
Both of my friends and I never plan to anti-University.
They are just hope to students’ representative and help students to achieve their need.
But, I am very disappointed that, the condition in University nowadays is mainly about “blindly follow”. Follow what other is doing.
The students will be “brain washed” so that they will not involve in campus politics, and just concentrate only in their study.
This is good enough for students nowadays.
This is because, without get know about what is happening around us, we will become living in our own world that never concern about other!
In my opinion, our country is now facing the problem, where the new generation is not interested in social issues, politics and anything that is occurring around them, besides their own stuffs like entertainment, latest gadgets (iPod, cell phones, etc).
So, as a young generation (Am I still considered as young?) I have to make sure that, I am not that type of person.
O, I have to make sure that, I will NEVER NEGLET MY STUDY too, because it is my main responsibility in University- get more know ledges, and become a “useful” person in future. (I think I should be “useful” from now…)
Oh, I found out that I have one big problem.
What it is?
Well, I will give up easily when I am sitting for the examination.
I will think that I have no idea about the question given, so I do not know how to solve it.
Besides, I will think that I have to stop study in the last minutes,
By giving the reason, my brain is full and cannot put in more notes.
SO, I WILL ASK MYSELF TO PUT EFFORT UNTIL LAST MINUTE!
NEVER GIVE UP EASILY!
In this year, I too learnt to appreciate what I have.
I have to know more about my family, how?
I think, I have to spend more time with my family, try to talk more with them.
In the last one month holiday, I did try my best to stay in house,
to accompany my family.
I remember what my mum told me before,
“ You come back on this holiday, is for celebrating Raya ?”
It made me shy when I think about this question.
I tell myself, I have to BE MORE RESPONSIBLE BY LOVE MORE MY FAMILY!
Since, I realized that, blood is thicker than water!
O, I did hear that,
“Love yourself first, before you love your family.
By only that, you can love your friend, and the person that is around you!”
So, I think I have to communicate with myself,
Know about myself, my weakness, than improve it!
Than, know about my strong point, and make it stronger!
Hu, the year 2006 has to leave us soon!
Let us
“Speak good words,
Make good wishes,
Do good deeds.” (Master ChengYen)
I think, it will be the only way for us to live in a peaceful world!
Welcome the peaceful year 2007!
Hope that, it will bring 1001 meanings for all of us!
It will be a wonderful year for us!
@)-‘-,–
ChongLee, 1.08pm, 30/12/2006.
